So, I've been on this obsession lately. I want to get into modeling for photography. I'm not sure why....well I guess I am...I'm constantly craving something different. This would be different. I have a beautiful body. I want to be able to see it through someone elses eyes. Only way to do that, is through pictures. Ya know? Anyway, I met with one photographer the other day and we took test shots. He just sent me an email saying " I'm sorry to say this but I don't think your quite right for what I'm going for." Ok. I kinda knew this. He's going for more of a gothic theme and I'm not really goth. Not really at all. But there's makeup and clothes right? I could fit the picture....oh hell. I knew he probably wouldn't want me to do it...but I just hate rejection in any form. It drives me crazy. On the bright side though, I have a shoot with a professional tomorrow. He pays more, has been doing it for more years than I've been alive, and he wants me to model. So rejected by one, cool with another. Just bitchy. That's all. |
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actually....this is sorta cool cuz the other photographer called today and set up a shoot for next weekend...and he told me out of 18 people that responded to his ad, im the only one he agreed to shoot. i think thats neato. now i have to find pictures and figure out how i want to do this. eeeeeh. i sho is cited' |
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