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I couldn't help myself. I wasn't getting,what I needed. So I had to look elsewhere. I liked what I found. And,I really enjoyed it. I think I'll do it,again. I couldn't help myself. I had to find my amusements somewhere else. Perhaps I should have done this before,but it seemed so tawdry. But,now that I've breached that tawdry boundary,theres no stopping me. The first time is the hardest.But I'm past that now.I'm shameless. And I don't care. Its just been so damn BORING,here,on the boards,that I've made that transgression,and ventured into some "chat rooms",and had a jolly good time while there. And found it quite entertaining.I'm gonna go back,if I can't get what I need,here. |
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That would be: Shameless Slut Thank you,and have a bloody good day! |
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oh thank god for you cz. now i can confess. i have a crush on someone i recently met here in austin. i met him through a new friend. he took it upon himself to email me a few times; he was persistent enough that i wrote him back. and we hung out last night and got to know each other. and he was great. he seems only very mildly interested in me, and only in terms of being pals. he's a really busy guy... has lots of friends and a life and all that. but i learned my lesson many years ago. no hanky panky. i have a crush, nothing more, nothing less. and i'll continue to finnegle ways to hang out with him so that i can get to know him better. it's so... it's so obvious, so typical. he reminds me of everything that's missing in my relationship with kevin. actually. he reminds me of me. and no, i'm not looking to him to fill up the empty holes of my relationship. i'd rather be single than be one of those people who jump from relationship to relationship looking for someone to complete them. it's not like that. it's not *that* obvious. but he plays guitar and banjo and likes to be outdoors and drives a dirty, shitty '83 truck and has a really interesting job and rides his bike to work and makes me laugh and knows interesting things and is confident and wears second-hand clothes but not to be cool, just because. i am totally comfortable around and sentimental about working-class aesthetics. well anyway. he's really neat. and does not appear to be an emotional trainwreck, like kevin and i are a lot of times. well. anyway. |
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Dear Sarah, How are you? Are you still in Texas? Last I heard you had just moved there maybe two weeks before and were still adjusting. How is Kevin? Has he turned you into a cowgirl? Is it easier now to be there? I'm sure a lot has changed because last time you wrote you were still waiting for the camel to deliver your things from Hawaii and looking for a job and your mom was due to come visit. Do you still miss Hawaii alot? Is Kevin still too far ahead for you or are you catching up now? Life here is pretty good. I haven't been on vacation yet this year, just visiting friends up north and in St. Louis. Work is good, almost all the stores have left the mall so it feels a little like a ghost town but we are staying pretty busy even with the world blowing up and everything. Marriage is everything I expected it to be. Everything you hear about it is true. Since January Greg has developed an ever deeping relationship with the couch as well as the remote control. He has lost his already limited ability to cook a meal, make a decision, or hold down a steady job. The world is just not on his side and he is helpless to defend himself against it. I am left pondering exactly what is a respectable amount of time to say that I gave it the good old college try but had to make my exit. 12 months? 18? 2 weeks? I feel a lot of guilt about this though, and I wish that guilt was not an aspect to my personality. He is a genuinely nice guy he just lacks motiviation, drive, and common sense. This sounds terrible of me doesn't it? I find myself fantasizing about dating again and dreaming of certain Italian clients and remebering how wonderful it was to have my very own space. So other than that life is great. I always hear the first year is the worst so maybe after that you just give up your fantasy and stop caring, I'm not sure. Maybe I just need to change my attitude, but I've always been kind of fond of it. Who knows? If you are still in Texas maybe I can arrange a weekend to come down and see you this winter, I would love to see you again. Write soon and tell me how you're doing. Hope you have a great Turkey Day! Love, J**** |
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So,I suspose,that would just make me a cyber-slut. |
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no, but mine wasn't a transgression. i'm not doing anything wrong, i just have a crush. ha ha so there. i didn't know people still had transgressions in chat rooms. |
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hee! |
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where's Patrick when you need him? JUST KIDDING PATRICK! really. just kidding. |
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I don't feel so tawdry now. |
Bad children indeed. Setting such an example for the young'uns. He He. |
http://www.spacebar.com/ i probably should keep it as my little secret, but what the fuck. share the joy! |
in a primative way |
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A Chat Room! How.....? I'm speechless. |
I might take another shot at it again once our DNS propigates. Maybe not. Gotta work on the website and all that... get things up again... hmm. |