The thing is last time it ended badly when I didn't want to get married and he did. I just couldn't imagine myself talking to him for the rest of my life. I mean, he hates reading anything that isn't connected with sport. We did have some things in common, but there weren't any lights flashing or sirens blaring. But he is a joy compared with my last relationship...(think restraining order etc). Now I'm thinking..."maybe I want too much". Then I hit myself for even THINKING of settling for less than everything. He swears he won't bring up marriage...but shit, I don't know...how long will that last? And even if we get back together, it's not being very fair to him, is it? |
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