me so fucking stupid

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By Where is henry miller on Monday, September 18, 2000 - 03:32 am:

    i loved her for a year

    365 days
    the breath of every moment held
    in my chest where i spoke her name
    quiet

    there was her wrists
    no sparrow bird at it/s breaking
    just the strength and the colour tingle of skin
    and open palm cigarette smoking

    and there was her eyes
    a transference of simple emotion
    green fire explosions and chocolate warm
    [in a john donne kinda way that didn/t make sense off a hundred year old page of masturbatory indulgence]

    there was her skin
    but my breath comes harder with rememberance
    and i realise that i can/t talk about that here

    365 days
    the breath of every moment held
    in my chest where i spoke her name
    quiet

    so quiet she forgot my name
    or to say goodbye
    as she left

By Hrunt on Tuesday, October 24, 2000 - 05:38 pm:

    I wouldn't go so far as to call you stupid here. This is a situation centered more around brokenness rather than stupidity. She left you broken, but not by means of your own faults. You see... NOW is your time. Embrace the NOW and be stupid. I think you'll find the results to be of much help.

By Hrunt on Tuesday, October 24, 2000 - 05:43 pm:

    I wouldn't call that stupid. It's more of a situation of brokenness. She left you broken, but by no fault of your own. Embrace the possibilities of NOW and be stupid. I think you'll find the results to be very helpful. It's better than being broken at any rate.

By Grunt on Sunday, July 18, 2004 - 07:17 pm:

    I wouldn't call that stupid. It's more of a situation of brokenness. She left you broken, but by no fault of your own. Embrace the possibilities of NOW and be stupid. I think you'll find the results to be very interesting. It's more fun than lying around crying.