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Pictures of the Reserve. Careful, I did not reduce the pictures, I thought it would dimish them. All three girls POOLSIDE! |
if so....shaddyup...you look perfectly healthy, proportional etc etc etc etc. |
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kazoo...i find it hard to believe you couldn't wear a two piece because from the image your bubba sent out, you look junkie thin. |
Kazoo, I find it hard to believe that you couldn't wear a two piece. It's just a matter of finding the right one. We have a store out here that specializes in finding the right bathing suit for your body type. That is where I got the one in the picture last summer. They are like department store prices, but they really work with you to get just the right suit. It's great. It took me about 2 hours but I found one I was comfortable in. I can't wear one piece bathingsuits because my back is SOOOOO long that I have to buy them too big around to fit me lengthwise and I look awful. I loved the flowers. Yesterday was an absolutely perfect day. That walk was just amazing and beautiful. Butterflies everywhere. It also has this great stone "amphitheater" which was used to have classes. When Spunky and I renew our vows, I want to do it right there. Outdoors in the amphitheater, overlooking the stone riverbeds, surrounded by flowers and trees and cacti. It's gorgeous. OMG! I actually just looked at those pictures. You guys have all seen me now at my worst!!!! Ugh. For the record, that is the first time I have let anyone take pictures of me without any make-up on. |
I've seen women who are a little rounder than I am in bikinis who look quite good. I also don't have the patience for bathing suit shopping. What a way to ruin the day. I need a new one...I've been wearing the same speedo for about four years now. Sem's only seen me wear make-up once. |
That is exactly where I am at now. I hate the "pre-30 droop" as my friends and I call it. I have started working out again. I need to get rid of the softness-looseness. It's driving me nuts! I look at those pics and think "my thighs look huge, and my belly is actually sticking outwards of my bathing suit, and my butt is sagging, I need to pick it back up again." and I freak out. I hardly ever wear make-up, only when I go out or something, but I have this thing about being photographed when my hair/make-up isn't done. I have this fear of being in any way associated with my sister and when I see pictures of me without make-up, I think I look almost exactly like her. If I had a scanner, I would put in an old picture of the two of us, so you could see what I mean. I guess it is irrational, but she embodies all that I despise in a person, so any corellation between her and I freaks me out bigtime. I remember last summer when my parents came out to visit (they have an rv) and we went to the park and my brother-in-laws grandparents were there. I pulled up into the spot next to theirs and as I was getting out of the car I heard "See, I told you they looked almost exactly alike" from my mom. It took all I had not to start crying on the spot. Spunky informed me that he was going to be photographing me a the pool. He was dissapointed when I put on that bathing suit. I have this "fuck me red" string bikini that he was hoping I would wear. I don't know if I am ready to be photographed in anything that skimpy for the whole world to see yet. |
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"I guess it is irrational, but she embodies all that I despise in a person, so any corellation between her and I freaks me out bigtime" It makes sense to me. |
A banana bag! Ha! Now I am going to have to try and find some banana yellow swim stuff for him and get a picture! hehehe. |
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no trunk pics for me, thank you |
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we're facing a major blizzard here, which is actually NOT normal for this area. We had three days of REAL spring and now its worse right now then it has been all winter, and this was a pretty harsh winter, so thats saying something. its kinda scary, because last summer was a record for this area, and this winter was a record, its extreme at both ends, and not much comfortable weather in between. its the end of the world. |
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Weee the leaves are changing colour. |
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They are the official state flower of Texas. Don't all three girls look awesome? Eri's grandmother used to say I have a harem... |
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My girls are so intrigued by nature, but seem a little afraid of it (bugs and stuff), so I want to spend more time doing things like that, just us. I want to teach them to appreciate beauty in nature. That park was just one amazing example of it! |
I drove home (6 hours) yest. aft. it rained a little.. but otherwise still nice... I went out till about 1, 1:30am just alittle rain still. THEN; <dum-dum-dum!!> I wale up at 8 ish this am, and theres 6 inches of snow on the ground, it cold as shit, blowing like crazy, and the weather network says that there'll be 2 feet of snow by the end of the day!! WOOOO HOOOOO!!!, spring has sprung Indeed. |
We're going swimming... |