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explain how things work and she caught on. so we chatted and then it was time to go. anyway, i came back online the next day and sure enough she came back on too. and we chatted for about 3 weeks every single day. and our friendship sorta blossomed into something else. then i lost my computer. A month later, my computer was fixed again. so i came back to that same chat and i saw her. i told her how i missed her and that i had no way of getting a hold of her. i had ask her her if she still feel the same way about me since ive been gone. she said yes but she had gotten closer w/ someone else online. i said thats ok. a few days went by and i finnaly confessed to her that i still have feelings for her(which i did)in the email. and she wrote back that she was hoping i would say that becaouse she feels the same way. so were back into our little relationship. we chatted every nite. talked on the phone for hours. we had our share of cybersex and phonesex throughout our relationship. we never met in person. only exchanged pictures. but we did had plans to meet. Im from indiana and shes from minnesota. Anyway, everything was good and so healthy. I really thought she was the one. I mean not that there are not any women here. i do date here and stuff. but for some unexplained reason im so deeply in love with this woman. and she said she is the same way with me. but after like 6 or 8 months. things started to change. she became so distant. she saids she was confused. she started hiding from me. and saying she feels very tired after an hour of talking to me. sometimes our convo wont even last for an hour. it was really pissing me off. then she said that she is confused. and that maybe we should just be friends cuz we are so far from each other. she said that we should be ffriends and take things slow and let it grow. i said ok. somewhere around oct of 98. i asked her why she still so distant to me and feel so bored. i asked her if shes started seeing someone from her town. then she finnaly says that she had started seeing someone else. not from her town. but on the computer. and silly as it may sound, something inside me began to hurt. i think up to now im still hurt. call me hopeless romantic. anyway, to the cruel part that i did. see, ive known this girl online for a long time. so i know her weaknesses. I started to make up this letter about her net lover. sure enough she fell for it. the letter was made to look like it came from her net lover's email addy. the letter was very sick. and she felt awfull about it. she cried about it for several day and hated her life. At this point, i was feeling really guilty about it. cuz she had thoughts of suicide. I oofered her my shoulder to cry on and she felt so close to me again. that lasted only for a few days becaouse i confessed to it accidentally. now, she hates the hell outta me. ive called her house and work a few times but she claims that was her aunt. and about 2 days ago i made a death threat on her. today, she called and said that she had the police involved about me stalking her. she claims that she gave the cops my pictures and the love letters that ive wrote her from when we were still together. she sounded really scared on the phone. i think she too my joke threat seriously. well thats my cruelty that im not proud about.. |
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