It's because she's gone away. Back to school. And I am left to go a tad bit insane. We never had a complete relationship. One that was just her and me. She always felt guilty about the X fiance she left behind when we started our own thing. That doesn't make for a promising future. Most of our battles have been about the X. There are too many facts to shove down your throats. Too many ill feelings to express to you. Too much going on that's not in my favor,...because of the X. I still wish the SOB would die in a car crash. Then and only then she could concentrate on me. Do I believe in love? Maybe. Do I really want to believe in love? Yes. Is it possible that love is surrounding me? I can't say. Is it better to love someone first or love yourself first? Only you can answer that. |
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Pink - is she going to be coming back to you? Maybe if she felt so guilty about her ex, it was a mistake for you guys to try and start something up so soon. If she has a little time to get over her ex (I don't know the situation with them, but if she feels guilty, it sounds like there's something there to get over) she'll be able to come back to you with a clear mind and start over. Or is she not going to be coming back? |
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I have been with her for a year and a half now and never been to a family function or on a holiday with her. |
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Pray for me... |
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