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sorabji.com: The Stalking Post: 3000
By Nate on Saturday, April 28, 2001 - 04:44 am:

    i
    don't
    know
    where
    i
    am.

    i
    don't
    know
    what
    i'm
    doing.

    i
    can't
    see
    the
    future.

    i
    close
    my
    eyes
    and
    wish

    some
    days
    i
    wish
    hard

    some
    days
    it
    is
    physical
    pain

    some
    days
    it
    is
    complete
    numbness

    some
    days
    it
    is
    euphoria

    some
    one
    is
    there

    some
    where
    i
    have
    a
    wish

    some
    where
    i
    need
    some
    thing

    some
    where
    it
    exists

    some
    thing

    some
    where

    and
    yet
    there
    is
    an
    emptiness

    it
    does
    not
    startle
    me

    i
    was
    expecting
    less

    and
    yet

    and
    yet
    there
    i
    am

    looking
    at
    some
    thing
    else

    looking
    some
    where
    else

    looking
    in
    to
    the
    darkness
    and

    seeing
    the
    light
    at
    the
    end

    but

    but
    i
    can
    not
    see
    the
    future.

    i
    can
    not
    know
    what

    it
    is

    what
    it
    is
    that
    i
    want

    no
    one
    is
    here
    to
    tell

    me


    no
    one
    is
    here
    to
    fill

    me
    in

    no
    one
    is
    here
    to
    kiss

    me

    hold
    me
    about
    the
    shoulders

    breathe
    warmth
    through
    my
    shirt

    breath
    warmth
    in
    to
    the
    hollow

    the
    hollow
    between
    shoulder
    blades

    breath
    warmth
    with
    slow
    rhythm

    gently
    kiss
    my
    ear

    gently
    whisper
    it
    will
    be
    fine

    you
    will
    be
    ok

    i
    am
    here
    now

    i
    am
    here

    some
    one
    needs
    to
    say

    i
    am
    here.

By dave. on Saturday, April 28, 2001 - 11:45 am:

    wrong.

By Nate on Saturday, April 28, 2001 - 01:12 pm:

    kiss my ass, dave.

By dave. on Saturday, April 28, 2001 - 03:13 pm:

    dude, you're free. go do some fun shit.

By Oswald Jr. on Saturday, April 28, 2001 - 03:14 pm:

    I like what you wrote it is very good.

By blindswine on Saturday, April 28, 2001 - 06:17 pm:

    dave-- kelsey should just give up and start beating you with a stick. every hour, on the hour.

    pavlovian conditioning for that ass.

    if i were on the other side, this is what i'd be doing.

    but since i'm here on the dark side, i'm just gonna go to a barbecue and get loopy.


By agatha on Saturday, April 28, 2001 - 08:12 pm:

    yeah, no shit.

    i miss you, swine.

By blindswine on Sunday, April 29, 2001 - 02:59 pm:

    hey kelsey.

    what's your e-mail address these days?

By semillama on Sunday, April 29, 2001 - 03:24 pm:

    Holy fuck. Could that show be anymore awesome?

By Nate on Sunday, April 29, 2001 - 07:01 pm:

    ok chandler. back to your "friends". have a red stripe and say hi to joey.

By patrick on Monday, April 30, 2001 - 11:15 am:

    yeah steve perkins, mike watt had came from that shindig to the shindig i mentioned on friday, to come play the gallery benefit. they brought a whole posse from cochella


    i got to meet nels cline and pay him a compliment

By agatha on Monday, April 30, 2001 - 10:13 pm: