Being almost 40 is like falling the fuck apart


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Margret on Sunday, August 27, 2006 - 02:24 am:

    I have pinched a nerve somewhere between my left pinky finger and, well, my spinal column. Thought it was going through the elbow, because that's where the intarweb says it happens most often. My pinky and half of the ring finger on my left hand feel like they're asleep. They are getting better, and for the most part I am being better about not leaning on my left elbow all the time. But for now, I can't do shit about the height of my keyboard because I need to buy a new desk (my grandfather's is great, but not for a computer).
    The tooth I had a root canal in 3 years ago has reinfected, and I have to have an endodontist re-treat the motherfucker. My jaw hurts like a bitch; I actually called my dentist's office almost in tears begging them to hook me up with some damned antibiotics until I could get in to see the endo.
    I had the stomach flu last week and never once threw up but, because I felt it coming over me with cold sweats and nausea, DID skip eating for a day and a half.
    I am finding bruises on my body all of the time which look like I'm the victim of a brutal mauling. They are actually scary enough that I put myself on a multivitamin AND supplemental iron. At work I have a row of pills I take every morning - there's the femmebot multi and the iron supplement (BLOOD BUILDER! RAWR!) and the stress multi-B complex and the birth control pills and the cephalexin. I am about to put myself on St. John's Wort for purposes of trying to GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THE DEMON NICOTINE without having panic attacks. As previously discussed on a different thread, the panic is A MOTHERFUCKER. I am overwhelmed and paralyzed, I am drowning in 2" of pathos.
    FUCK THIS SHIT.


By Antigone on Sunday, August 27, 2006 - 04:12 am:

    Add Omega-3 to your list. A fish oil gel-cap is good.

    You wouldn't believe the fistfull of shit I take each day. Maybe someday I'll list it here.


By ... on Sunday, August 27, 2006 - 04:15 am:

    Marge - You always told me you were 22 and were fabulous breeding stock and had magnificent perky breasts. You never mentioned that you had teeth. Yah, more dreams shattered...


By Dr Pepper. on Sunday, August 27, 2006 - 02:33 pm:

    Margret, do you smoke? I quitted three years ago. Nicotine are the addict that can trigger nerve in your body. that is all I know of. Since I quitted, Nothing happened to me anymore, it is the cigarette with nicotine in which it lured you to smoke then you have few reaction without suspecting that cigarette play the role.


By V on Sunday, August 27, 2006 - 02:49 pm:

    ...40 is shit,but 50 is ten times worse,each day you wake up thinking,"WOW,i,m still alive,how come?"......then you think,what the hell,lets rock.,v does,non stop,life is wonderfull...y,all should enjoy it more.xxx


By wisper on Monday, August 28, 2006 - 03:38 am:

    anti: list it!


By Czarina on Monday, August 28, 2006 - 09:47 am:

    Margret, I don't want to alarm you, nor add to your panic attacks, but your mention of excessive bruising needs to be adressed by your doctor.How long since you've had a physical, and had blood work drawn? An iron deficiency isn't the only cause of bruising. There are other, much more serious illnesses, that bruising can be a sign of. Please give your doc a call.


By kazu on Monday, August 28, 2006 - 10:36 am:

    I had some amazing bruises a few weeks ago. Huge. All
    over my thighs.


By Nate on Monday, August 28, 2006 - 12:58 pm:

    woo! go sem!


By TBone on Monday, August 28, 2006 - 05:11 pm:

    I've had visible bruises only twice. The first I got while being born, the second turned out to be a Hobo Spider bite.

    I can never remember to take my vitamins. I have a huge jar that will last forever at this rate.


By V on Tuesday, August 29, 2006 - 04:27 pm:

    kazu,how come we both get bruises?


By Nate on Tuesday, August 29, 2006 - 04:35 pm:

    because you both take it rough in your vaginas?


By V on Tuesday, August 29, 2006 - 05:18 pm:

    Nate (with respect,go fuck your self)....but I tend to think you have a microscopical cock,so you cant do that.,can you,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha.


By Nate on Tuesday, August 29, 2006 - 06:08 pm:

    my cock is so small that my crabs make little dick jokes.


By V on Tuesday, August 29, 2006 - 06:17 pm:

    v will pre-emt your reply: "uh,well,uh,Nate has in fact a HUGH COCK,and,uh,none of the boys,uh,I mean GIRLS complain about that."....Nate,you got SHIT LOADS to answer for tonight,and uh,does v tends to put you in the spotlight,fucking A....and how dare you you fuck with v?...most people I like,but v can also rip a person apart when I want,depends how bad my day was.


By V on Tuesday, August 29, 2006 - 06:39 pm:

    Nate,you made v laugh,so ignore the last posting,v just had a bad day,right,?...Nate,what do you do on a bad day?...you kick your cat/dog/wife? v allways is willing to learn,no bullshit...so nate,give of your self....Nate,v has no idea how to chill out,how do you do it most days?...as the most perhaps laid back person on Sorabji,if any person knows,YOU do.


By Nate on Tuesday, August 29, 2006 - 08:58 pm:

    it's all about 19 year old whores.


By V on Friday, September 1, 2006 - 06:18 pm:

    19 is good.


By The Watcher on Tuesday, September 5, 2006 - 06:40 pm:

    Like V said - just wait till you hit fifty.


By Nate on Tuesday, September 5, 2006 - 06:46 pm:

    i have a way to go before i hit fifty 19 year old whores.


By V on Tuesday, September 5, 2006 - 09:22 pm:

    The Watcher,50 is indeed crappolla.,in all ways.


By V on Tuesday, September 5, 2006 - 09:48 pm:

    ...bits of me are falling apart,like my right coller bone still twinges 3 months after I broke it,and my right ankle still hurts 30 years after I broke it.Tell you what Sir,if v gets re-incarnated,I want one of them state-of-the-art robot bodies,made by Lexus.,or Honda.


By J on Sunday, September 10, 2006 - 02:29 am:

    You know I'm over 50,I'll be 52 next week(woman who tells her age will tell anything) and I'm still glad to be standing.But I'm not one to gossip,you didn't hear that from me.


By V on Monday, September 11, 2006 - 10:19 pm:

    j ...that v in LONDON happens to like you a lot,you are so amazing,dont even THINK about shutting down,look if v can live as long,I WANT TO MEET YOU.


By J on Sunday, October 1, 2006 - 04:26 am:

    That would be a trip V,I finally have wheels now and I got over my panic attacks,I still try to avoid the freeways but I get around.


By V on Sunday, October 1, 2006 - 03:20 pm:

    J,Hi,is v,your panic attacks are a surprise to me,somehow I see you blowing alligators apart with a shotgun, in a swamp,in the deep South,at midnight,from a small boat.


By agatha on Sunday, October 1, 2006 - 03:52 pm:

    Tbone, I think we might have that same jar of vitamins at our house. It might even scoot back and forth between households without our knowledge.


By TBone on Monday, October 2, 2006 - 03:43 pm:

    Maybe there's really only one.