i have moved to a new town. and there is a culture that i always fall into. the gay male culture. i don't know what it is. but i am in love with gay men. they are always everything i want. they bring me to think and have the compassion and emotion i seem to not get with heterosexual men. i think it is because they are the parts of having a girlfriend i yearn for. i can't befriend girls. but gay men are my safety. they are wonderful, they care, and they are often times interested in the nitty gritty of sex like me. and they are all about what is pleasing in life. but in the adverse, they are usually too good looking. they are perfect. i guess that is the female delima or something. i think they are beautiful gay tho, i don't want to change them. maybe this is just a magnification of the inadequacy i feel towards men. that i can never have them and i enjoy gay men so much, because at least with them i don't keep trying, i can finally accept them beyond captivating eyes and perfect hair. i genuinely like them. (sigh) i don't really know. they are always so nice to me. and gay men usually tell me i look pretty or nice, and they notice when i am actually "dressed up." and can give me that support of my image. it is a nice feeling. that is all anyone really wants is someone to notice things about you.

Most my friends are gay men,Kymical you remind me of a young me,hope that doesn,t scare you:)

Gay men are great and so are the fag hags who love them. You should only be worried if you think you are 'in love' with gay men because you are avoiding hetero men that you actually could get involved with. But most gay men are pretty hard to match, spesh as girlfriends. Don't worry about hanging with your homo friends. I'm sure they are fab and you sound like you get a lot of positive feedback from them.

Score.

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