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and all, but I read the boards alot and I just wanna say I think you all are some pretty cool people. Anyways I have dreams all the time that I remember and they're long, complex, they have a plot, and they're vivid. Here is one I had not too long ago that I'd like to share with you all. I'm dead, I don't remember how I died and I'm a ghost. I've been dead for a couple months and I've been staying in my parents' home in Nevada to help and protect my mom even after death. All of a sudden I became raged without control, I'm not really mad but I can't control myself either. I begin to argue with my mother, I see myself through her eyes and it looks like a shadow in the air with very dark eyes, this is me. I start to argue with her telling her "I must move on, it is my time to go" she does not want to let me go and she is crying. I start to throw knives and try to fight her, yet I cannot control myself it's a need to repell. Next thing I know I become a sheriff in Nevada. I get a report of a domestic dispute at "the home with the ghost". I head over there and I see the ghost (me) fighting with my mother. It seems that in this dream the ghost of me is common knowledge and people don't fear it, I try and break up the fight and I (the ghost) come to my senses. I head back to headquarters and I talk to the deputies about what happened and they were surprised knowing that I had always been friendly, I just commented to them "I am not surprised by anything anymore after seeing that thing". I become the ghost again. I tell my mom in a very direct way "I must go, I have no choice I cannot stay here". She is crying and she says she understands, I take physical form and I give her a hug and tell her I shall return some day to see her again. All of a sudden I fall into the floor and through it. It's like falling through a sheet of rubber only the rubber doesn't break, and I'm underneath the room I was just in. Only instead of being in the room below I'm in outer space and I can see up through the floor and the only thing that's in my area is the room, not the house just this room I can see into. I was scared at first because I thought I was going to go to hell for some reason. I realized I had control than and I went around the room and on top of it. Above the room there was some sort of canyon with no bottom, it was like it was hanging down. I started to climb up into the canyon, it was very tight fitted and I was just wedging myself up it. If this were real it would be dark inside the space but I could see perfectly and I could see myself just climbing up this canyon, the rock was illuminated and it was white. I kept on climbing and climbing and the rock started to turn gold. I climbed and climbed, and there it was a light of some sort and ending. So I got up towards the light and I got sucked into it, it was like getting sucked into a tornado only it didn't hurt, kind of fun actually. So here I am going through this light and I pop up out of the ground of somewhere. Next thing I know I'm on an escalator with a bunch of people next to my "spirit guide". There's a bunch of these escalators next to eachother, and there's lots of people on them and they're going down to the ground, and they just pop out at the top and go down to the ground. It was like an airport I could here speakers with garbled voice but it was like an airport "Arrivals to Dimension 9th Planet at gate 13". This seemed pretty interesting so I decided to go with it, my spirit guide explained to me that I have arrived at a beginners ground. I looked around it was SO beautiful. Even now when I think of it and remember it, it was beautiful. In the skys you could see the night sky filled with action and stars, with galaxies, shooting stars, consteallations, just beauty. And at the horizon in every direction were colorful sunsets and sunrises, only they didn't end. The ground looked like a combination of ancient Rome, disneyland, a garden, and Oz from the Wizard of Oz. Things were so colorful, and there were flowers and gardens and people everywhere. The way people looked was whatever they projected they projected a self image of who they really were. Nobody was ugly though, and there was no hate to be found. I just was in awe and I started to walk around, there were people playing music, just having fun everybody was doing something. My spirit guide began to walk me around explain to me what I was doing here, and that this was just temporary, and when I could figure out how to leave I could do it. Unfortunately since it's been a while I can't remember exact details of where I went but there was some time that passed of me just doing things, and I noticed that I was in a valley of mountains. I decided to go towards the mountains, I could go pretty fast considering I didn't have a human body to lag me behind anymore. At the edges of this land there was mostly desert and lots of strange temples, pyramids, towers, monuments, and buildings. I chose to go into an interesting building that looked like a combination of an Ancient Egyptian labrynth and a Victorian Rome collosseum. Mostly white stone. Inside was alot of art, artifacts, and music. I saw that there were sections specifically colored and themed for some sort of building that there was a painting of by each one on the ceiling. In each one of these sections there was a throne and next to the throne there was a tunnel that went so far you couldn't see the end of it. These sections each had their own guard. Most of them had masks on, sort of like a Boba Fett thing going on. I jumped towards one of the tunnels, and my spirit guide all of sudden got really huge and yelled "NO DON'T!!". The guard took some sort of phazer stick and zapped me with it, now it didn't hurt but it threw me back pretty far. This surprised me a bit. But I intended to get in, so I distracted the guard by going towards another section and jumping than running back over to the other one and going in. Pretty foolish for a galactic soldier. I got into the tunnel and I ran untill I found on the side another tunnel with a light I walked into it, there was a giant type of living quarters. And I met a creature that looked almost human, the creature seemed to be feminine so I'll referr to it as a she. She looked similiar to the aliens on Earth Final Frontier. She had a very thin neck though and she was blue and purple. She was not mad and explained to me, that these buildings contained stargates to other worlds in other dimensions. I understood it all without her telling me, how to use them, how to control where and when I wanted to go, I understood it all. I decided that I wanted to go back to Nevada for my first experiment. I get on one of the thrones for some reason and instead of using like I'm supposed to, I sort of tore open a whole into space in it. Not damaging it though, and I started to crawl into it there were alot of people watching me get into it. It was like crawling into a belly button only it didn't hurt me or anybody else, and as soon as I would get through it'd turn back to normal. I went in through it and I had to wedge my way down another white canyon again. I got to the bottom I was in outer space and I could see the desert land of Nevada. Btw I want to point out that I do not live in Nevada, I only did in my dream. So I ripped a hole in the sky there again and I stuck my arm through it, through this whole my arm looked giant. I could see it from the ground as well as from the top, this is another part of my dreams I can see from all angles including peoples view. The sky sort of turned into a galactic tornado you could see a whole and see galaxies and stars in the middle of the day in one point and there was an arm going through it. I pushed my fist through, and this was in the middle of the desert nothing around and I punched my fist deep down into the ground and as soon as I did that I pulled it back up and everything was normal there again. I didn't go and visit my parents. I got towards the top and there I was back at the escalators, people were shocked what I had accomplished and that I had come back. Nobody in that land moved they were just looking at me. I decided that I was going to try and go somewhere else, so I went to the middle of a path and I tore it open climbed in and as soon as I got through I didn't go somewhere else, I popped back into my body. That's what I felt I woke up when I popped through instantly, it felt real, very real. Interesting indeed. Anyways that is my dream, I have more to come for you, I'm sure you'll love them. I'd like to hear any of your comments on this dream. |
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I just had a funny irate-caller experience. Want me to tell you about it? Why, of course you do! Yesterday I get a voicemail message warning me about a guy, G. so-and-so. He's pretending to be a student at Rutgers U, and he's been calling customer service in our main office demanding access to a "global search product." The girl who called me warned me that he was very offensive and demeaning, and that if he should call me, I'm to send him to a particular person, M., in the main office. So this morning he called. I told him he had called the wrong department and that I'd have to transfer him. That's all I said to him besides hello. He started screaming as I hit transfer, and I accidentally disconnected him because I misdialed M.'s number. I then accuratetly dialed M., and as her phone rang, I got another call on my other line. Didn't pick up the line. M. doesn't answer. I see a message was left for me. Yay. It's G., calling me a fucking bitch for transfering him. Okay. So I try to get M. by calling the switchboard, but have to leave her a message. The other line has rung 3 times in those few minutes. Then two co-workers come into my office, just to talk, so I tell them about G. I tell them he's inappropriately angry and offensive. Then my boss, A., walks in and asks me if I'm talking about a guy named G. G.'s left A. a message to complain about me. I don't ask A. if G. referred to me by name or by colorful description. I tell him that according to my voicemail message yesterday, G. isn't a student or a professor or a librarian at Rutgers, and he's trying to bully us into giving him access. I don't think he's a competitor, either...he's probably just crazy. A. said he'd take care of it. My phone has been quiet since then. I've put in a request for a phone with caller ID, just in case. I *really* don't want to talk to this guy again. No one ever yells at me here (or anywhere else, for that matter), and I can't respond well to being yelled at unless I'm already angry. Now I'm just nervous, but even that's fading. |
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