I Saw Where I'm Going


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By J on Friday, May 28, 2010 - 07:08 pm:

    For the last few years,since my first granddaughter was born and two others after her,I've had this same dream over and over.
    I'm floating on a mattress in the ocean and I'm trying to keep all three of them on it and it's 24/7 work,it's like a nightmare.I never even use to remember my dreams,so this gave me anxiety.I haven't had that dream lately.
    Last night I dreamed I was older and in a nursing home,I was in a bed with a baby doll in my arms and I was talking to it,the doll.Both my grandaughters where sitting by my bed and talking to me but I could only talk to the doll and I was crying because I had soo much to say to my beautiful girls.
    When I woke,I really was crying,it was real scarey.I'm going to freak if I have it again.


By patrick on Tuesday, June 1, 2010 - 04:59 pm:

    Jung said that every person in your dream is some part of you
    even though they may take on the form of a loved one. And if
    you subscribe to that, then both of these dreams have a lot in
    common. The hard part is determining what part of you, the girls
    represent and why you are struggling to keep it or have a hard
    time communicating to it.

    He also said, in a dreamscape, a large body of water can
    represent your unconsciousness or the unknown...

    To that end, these dreams could become very telling about your
    current emotional state. Or your brain was simply fucking off,
    but it doesnt seem that way.


By J on Friday, June 4, 2010 - 03:42 pm:

    Wow,my emotional state is pretty unstable as late,maybe not so much unstable, as feeling old and mortal and wondering about death.


By patrick on Tuesday, June 8, 2010 - 03:57 pm:

    well though you go. sounds like anxiety making its way to your
    dreams.

    i hate anxiety dreams. mine always involve being late or being
    pursued or like yours being unable to speak or move. I can almost
    always chalk them up to anxiety that is present in my reality


By J on Thursday, June 10, 2010 - 12:52 pm:

    I never use to remember my dreams when I drank,I sure do miss my booze.