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By Rhiannon on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 05:19 pm:

    I'm bored. This is how I plan to remedy that.


    These are all the albums I have with me at school at this time:

    *The Afghan Whigs -- Gentlemen
    ---Black Love
    ---1965
    *Tori Amos -- Under the Pink
    *The Angels of Light -- New Mother
    *Baby Fox -- Dum Dum Baby
    *Barkmarket -- Lardroom EP
    *Bjork -- Debut
    ---Post
    ---Homogenic
    *Black Box Recorder -- England Made Me
    *Brainiac --Bonsai Superstar
    ---Hissing Prigs in Static Coutoure
    ---Electro-shock for President EP
    *Bran Van 3000 -- Glee
    *Built to Spill -- Perfect from Now On
    *Calexico -- The Black Light
    *Cop Shoot Cop -- Consumer Revolt
    ---White Noise
    ---Suck City EP
    ---Ask Questions Later
    ---Release
    *The Cure -- Disintegration
    *Dead Can Dance --Spleen and Ideal
    ---The Serpent's Egg
    ---Aion
    *Denison/Kimball Trio -- Soul Machine
    *The Dirty Three -- Horse Stories
    ---Ocean Songs
    *Edsel -- Techniques of Speed Hypnosis
    *Elysian Fields -- Bleed Your Cedar
    *Jeremy Enigk -- Return of the Frog Queen
    *Firewater -- Get Off the Cross...We Need the Wood for the Fire
    ---The Ponzi Scheme
    *Foetus (Scraping Foetus Off the Wheel) -- Nail
    *Gallon Drunk -- From the Heart of Town
    *G. Love and Special Sause -- s/t
    ---Yeah, It's That Easy
    *Girls Against Boys -- 90s vs. 80s EP
    ---Tropic of Scorpio
    ---Venus Luxure No. 1 Baby
    ---Sexy Sam EP
    ---Kill the Sexplayer single
    ---Cruise Yourself
    ---House of GVSB
    ---Super-fire single
    ---Disco Six Six Six EP
    ---Freak*on*ica
    *PJ Harvey -- Rid of Me
    ---Is This Desire?
    *Helium -- Pirate Prude
    ---The Magic City
    *Here -- Brooklyn Bank
    *The Jesus Lizard -- Head/Pure
    ---Goat
    ---Liar
    ---Down
    ---Shot
    ---Blue
    ---Show
    *Jon Spencer Blues Explosion -- Extra Width
    ---Orange
    ---Now I Got Worry
    ---Acme
    *Kruder & Dorfmeister -- The K & D Sessions
    *Love Spit Love -- s/t
    *Lycia -- Ionia
    *Macha -- s/t
    *The Make-up -- After Dark
    *Massive Attack -- Blue Lines
    ---Mezzanine
    *Moby -- Everything Is Wrong
    ---Animal Rights
    ---Play
    *Modest Mouse -- This Is a Long Drive for Someone With Nothing to Think About
    *Morphine -- Yes
    ---Cure for Pain
    ---Like Swimming
    *Morrissey -- Viva Hate
    ---Maladjusted
    *Mule -- s/t
    ---Wrung EP
    ---If I Don't Six
    *Neutral Milk Hotel -- On Avery Island
    ---In the Aeroplane Over the Sea
    *New Wet Kojak -- s/t
    ---Nasty International
    *Ninja Cuts (Ninja Tune compilations) -- 2/Funkjazztickaltricknology
    ---3/Funkungfusion
    *Palace -- Mountain single
    ---Viva Last Blues
    *Brendan Perry -- Eye of the Hunter
    *Phylr -- Contra La Puerta
    ---Halflife
    *Portishead -- Dummy
    ---s/t
    *Psychedelic Furs -- World Outside
    *Pulp -- Different Class
    ---This Is Hardcore
    *Rachel's -- Handwriting
    ---The Sea and the Bells
    ---Selenography
    *Red House Painters -- Songs for a Blue Guitar
    *P.W. Long/Reelfoot -- We Didn't See You on Sunday
    ---Push Me Again
    *Rialto -- s/t
    *Sixteen Horsepower -- s/t EP
    ---Sackcloth 'n' Ashes
    ---Low Estate
    *Skeleton Key -- Fantastic Spikes Through Balloon
    *Smart Went Crazy -- Now We're Even
    *The Stooges -- Fun house
    *Glyn Styler -- Live at the Mermaid Lounge EP
    *Sunny Day Real Estate -- Diary
    ---How It Feels To Be Something On
    *Swans -- The Great Annihilator
    *Tool -- Undertow
    ---Aenima
    *The Tragically Hip -- Trouble at the Henhouse
    *Trouble Funk -- Live
    *WACO Brothers -- Do You Think About Me?
    *Tom Waits -- Foreign Affairs
    ---Rain Dogs
    ---Frank's Wild Years
    ---The Black Rider
    ---Bone Machine
    ---Beautiful Maladies
    ---Mule Variations
    *Whiskeytown -- Stranger's Almanac
    *Andre Williams -- Silky
    *WGNS Gots No Station Compilation

    PLUS:

    *The Best of Mahalia Jackson
    *Frank Sinatra sings the select Rodgers and Hart
    *The Klezmatics -- Rhythm & Jews
    *Goldie -- Timeless
    *Ella Fitzgerald -- Love Songs (Best of the Verve Songbooks)
    ---Pure Ella
    ---The Intimate Ella Fitzgerald
    ---Ella Swings Gently with Nelson (incl. the best "Body and Soul" I've ever heard)
    ---Best of Ella Fitzgerald and Louis Armstrong
    ---Best of the Song Books
    *Nick Drake -- Way to Blue
    *Chet Baker -- My Funny Valentine
    ---Chet Baker and Strings
    *Erik Satie -- Klavierwerke
    ---Piano Works (selection)
    *Debussy -- Etudes
    ---Images, etc.
    ---Piano Works, vol.3
    ---Greatest Hits (ha!)
    *Ravel -- Piano Concertos, etc.
    *Rachmaninoff conducts Rachmaninoff (Isle of the Dead, Vocalise, Symph. #3)
    *Elgar/Vaughn Williams (Fantasia on a Theme by T. Tallis, etc.)
    *Copland -- Concerto for Clarinet/Strings, etc.



    Plus various mix tapes.


    And I still want more.


By simon on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 05:40 pm:

    Generally people tend to post this kind of information on useless personal web pages.


By Rhiannon on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 05:46 pm:

    I know. I claim this thread as my own useless personal web page.

    What else?

    I'm a Gemini, my favorite color is purple, and I like dogs more than cats.


By _____ on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 07:17 pm:

    let's see the pictures of your wacky best friends and the unflattering picture of your fiance.

    your music collection is sbout as weak as mine. are you a goth chick?


By Isolde on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 07:25 pm:

    And let's hear about how much you liked Titanic...


By Rhiannon on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 08:09 pm:

    I looooooooooved Titanic! Leo is soooooooo hot! And I'm not a goth chick really, but my boyfriend is, so I like what he likes. He's really hot too! I can't get enough of skinny, pasty guys with unwashed hair and washboard ribs. MMMMMMMMM!!!

    Do you want to hear some of my poetry?

    *ahem*

    Do not stand at my grave and weep
    I am not there, I do not sleep.
    I am a thousand winds that blow;
    I am the diamond glints on snow,
    I am the sunlight and ripened grain,
    I am the gentle Autumn rain,
    When you awake in the morning hush,
    I am the swift upflinging rush
    Of quiet birds in circling flight,
    I am the soft star shine at night.
    Do not stand at my grave and cry,
    I am not there, I did not die.
    I did not end at the point of the knife,
    Remember, my love, THE BLOOD IS THE LIFE.



    I don't really know what it means, but my boyfriend likes it a lot, so it must be good, right?


By cyst on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 08:10 pm:

    isn't "useless personal web page" redundant?


By _____ on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 08:10 pm:

    let's see the pictures of your wacky best friends and the unflattering picture of your fiance.

    your music collection is sbout as weak as mine. are you a goth chick?


By _____ on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 08:11 pm:

    shit. why'd i do that?


By Isolde on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 08:13 pm:

    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
    *cowers*

    Um, so, like, um, what do you think of Brad Pitt?

    *ducks*


By goth-goddess-rhiannon on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 08:58 pm:

    Fine, Mr. Line, rip up my questionable taste in music all you want....but how do you like my poem? I have another one:

    It's untitled, but I'm thinking of calling it "Lo, the Night Is Upon Me, and I Cry to the Arbiters of Grief Before I Call for the Cup of Abysmal Sorrow into which I Will Pour the Eternal Tears that Drip Everlastingly from My Marble Eyes" (Catchy, no?)

    I hear the Devil's Knell and know that I have been betrayed.
    All promises have holes and only some prophecies fulfilled.
    A garden of pain I have weeded my way through only to find
    the prettiest flower, the extention of the cruelest weed.
    Not one tear could I shed for those who believe in a over-glorified idol.
    I cannot bear the weight you bestow upon me.
    Am I simply to be crushed or am I to fight first?
    A dear heart to me you are to me, but not knowing your true self,
    It is the poison that my soul drinks willingly and
    hour by hour my sour soul decays but a little more.
    I am in pain and you can only soothe it for a moment
    for every other one is spent recovering from stories.
    Bring down the house, bring down the church, destroy the world
    for I don't give a damn.
    I am dying and I am to be alone.
    Do you envy me?




    If you want to snag a darque and gothique girl/guy with cool morbid poetry like mine, go here to learn how.



    Brad Pitt? He's okay. I like my guys more androgynous.


By The ladye Spydere on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 09:06 pm:

    Oh, and before you accuse me of selling out by liking Leo DiC., let me tell you, he's more goth than you think. He's brooding, melancholy, and very misunderstood. Got that?

    I mean, he's no Mortiis....but then, who is?


By _____ on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 09:15 pm:

    i'm surprised you don't have any mark lanegan.

    your bf's a goth chick?


By semillama on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 11:24 pm:

    Rhiannon, if sobrabji.com was a crown, you'd be one of the brightest jewels in it. I want to spend a week listening to your cd collection.


    I was going to put up my cd collection on my webpage (which I am too lazy to work on) but I got sick of typing all that crap in. Rhiannon, have you heard trysome eatone by Love Spit Love? I may have asked you that before, I'm not certain.

    All that goth stuff is pretty off, she only has one Cure album, and nothing by Bauhaus, Alien Sex Fiend, The Damned or Siouxsie and the Banshees.

    I figure I have about 39 just plain ol' rock cds, 61 punk cds, 17 r+b/funk cds, 12 strictly pop cds, 15 folk cds, 2 country cds, 6 jazz cds, 8 blues cds, 17 hip-hop cds, 9 spoken word discs, 16 ska discs, 55 metal discs, 14 indie rock/emo discs, 27 industrial discs, 16 goth discs, 3 classical discs, 47 celtic discs, 34 reggae discs, 4 klezmer discs, 5 zydeco discs, 10 other world music discs, 5 dub discs, 7 "electronica" (for lack of a better term) discs, 58 "alternative" discs, and 50 compilation albums. I probably have more than all that actually.


By _____ on Saturday, January 29, 2000 - 11:53 pm:

    point noted.

    are you a junkie chick?

    how's that?


By Jina on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 03:28 am:

    I had that Built to Spill cd... but I sold it back to the Wherehouse. I kind of regret it. I love their song Twin Fall, Idaho.. which isn't on there but it held summer memories... Ben folds five does a really good version of it too.

    How is the Morriesey cd.. and Modest Mouse cd?
    Massive Attack?
    Pj Harvey's Is This Desire?

    I saw Built to Spill in concert once, with Modest Mouse. Modest Mouse really sucked back then, but perhaps they're getting better. The lead singer held his guitar real funny. Like it was an uz.

    I'm sure they're all good. But it's still nice to hear a critique.


By Gee on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 04:48 am:

    I wanted to say this before on that thread with bad poetry (I'm so upset that one's dead now...someone should revive it) but I forgot. My friend Jerry wrote a poem with the best title I've ever heard on a poem in my entire life:

    "How Can You Call Yourself A John Denver Fan You Lying Bitch"

    I love that! I was going to tell you all the poem, but I don't know if Jerry would mind. It doesn't mention John Denver at all, but it does mention Morrissey.


By Rhiannon on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 10:47 am:

    Semillama, you lovely man, I knew you would come through for me! ...No, I've never heard trysome eatone -- one source I know told me it sucked, another one told me it was great, and I never got around to finding out for myself.


    _______: Um. No. Maybe you're thinking of someone else?

    Jina: I have Modest Mouse courtesy of my brother, who got it for me for Xmas or something, but he really wanted it for himself. The first song, "Dramamine," is pretty good, but the guy sings just like Black Francis, which annoys the heck out of me. My brother just got their latest album, and he tells me it's good, but can we trust him? I prefer Massive Attack's "Mezzanine" to "Blue Lines," mostly because Elizabeth Fraser from the Cocteau Twins sings on "Mezzanine," and her voice sounds like a little bird, which I love. PJ Harvey's "Is This Desire?" is very good...a wide range of song styles, all creepy. Morrissey's "Viva Hate" I used to like a lot more than I do now, and "Maladjusted" has several really neat songs (including the really pretty and spirit-lifting "Alma Matters," and the greatly-named "Satan Rejected My Soul").

    Gee: Share the poem!


    Speaking of which, I have to write another poem for my class, and it's not happening. Again. I adore and revere W.S. Merwin, and my teacher and I have structured the class (it's an independent study) so that I have to use him as my model. I want to write like he does, but it has occurred to me that that is completely impossible. My assignment is to find anything he's written and model it in any way I choose. I hate open-ended assignments like this.

    One thing that's neat, though: My teacher did the same on her own with Richard Wilbur. She told me that when she was much younger, for about 5 years, she read nothing but his work and tried to learn to do what he does, eventually giving up in frustration. But on her most recent book of poetry, on the back is a quote from Wilbur saying, "One of the finest books of poetry I have read in years." Imagine how happy that must have made her...to learn that someone you respect so much thinks well of your own work.





By _____ on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 01:14 pm:

    well, you don't have to get all pissy about it.


By semillama on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 02:18 pm:

    I've never heard the first LSL, so I can't compare it, but I like the album quite a bit. Reminds me of the days before "alternative" music went top 40.

    Gee, that title is probably better than the poem, because I don't see how you can top it.


By agatha on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 02:29 pm:

    i like modest mouse a lot, even though the singer is an abusive fuck. i like built to spill a lot, too.


By Rhiannon on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 04:00 pm:

    Wasn't he charged with rape?


By agatha on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 09:30 pm:

    yep.


By Rhiannon on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 10:00 pm:

    Bastard.


By cyst on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 10:02 pm:


By N on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 10:54 pm:

    none of these peoples mothers taught them to stand up straight. i love it. especially the sailors


By cyst on Sunday, January 30, 2000 - 11:42 pm:


By moonit on Monday, January 31, 2000 - 12:45 am:

    Should i dig out the poem my goth boyfriend wrote to me (when I was 15 so thats nearly 10 years) and post it? Its tragically funny with signiture burn marks around the edges - i should scan it....


By Rhiannon on Monday, January 31, 2000 - 10:04 am:

    Oh, please!


    [By the way, I didn't write the poems above -- I stole them from people's sites. They were attributed to "anonymous," so if the authors wind up here somehow someday: you can keep your poems.]


By Patrick on Monday, January 31, 2000 - 01:15 pm:

    spider you remind me of a lesbian i had a brief crush on in college, she was this cool punk rock chick from DC, we rapped till late hours over coffee at the diner about music and such, we would spend countless hours in our dorm rooms, listening to records and tapes and take turns scratching each other's backs, she eventually told me she was gay and i felt like a schmuck for quite sometime for wasting my emotion her, hardly her fault i know, then i thought, "...she likes girls too...." so then we spent a lot of time chasing girls and talking about tits and ass......


By J on Monday, January 31, 2000 - 01:22 pm:

    Bless your heart Patrick,you learned how to make lemonade out of a lemon.


By Rhiannon on Monday, January 31, 2000 - 04:14 pm:

    Tits don't do anything for me, but asses are nice. Though I'm good -- I don't deliberately look at people's asses unless they bend over or do anything else that draws attention to that part of their person. Then I admire. What would you like to talk about?


By Patrick on Monday, January 31, 2000 - 05:04 pm:

    lets go through the pixies discography, scratch backs (me first) and talk about our first time


By Rhiannon on Monday, January 31, 2000 - 07:10 pm:

    Are you a selfish back-scratcher? All take and no give? Because that's how I am, and if you're that way too then we'll both be unhappy.


By Patrick on Monday, January 31, 2000 - 07:25 pm:

    i see.....yes we may have trouble......i am up for the ole rock/paper/scissors routine......


By moonit on Friday, February 4, 2000 - 05:42 am:

    I found the poem, but I am far to embarrased to post the whole thing so let me leave you with the last line.....


    'May we rot in the rose petals of love'


    <teen mode>Isn't that like the most total like really romantic thing you've ever read!!!!!!!?! </teen mode>


    Ahhh the guys you like when you're 15 huh.


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