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Just in time for the weekend, I feel like shit. The damn medicine doesn't work. Fuck depression. Fuck being human. I just want to take a break...why can't I be happy with anything? Suicide might be nice...but I think I have a few things to look forward to...and I think some people might actually give a shit. |
And I'm not even going to remember those feelings in a few days. Whatever. frustration. |
freaking frack. i remember being 16 and all the fucking sadness that merely came with the age, and then there was the addition of true problems in life. i don't envy you. ha. when i was sixteen i told my mother i was going to my grandmother's house and got in my car and drove to arizona (i live in kansas). as soon as i returned my mother took me to a social worker. she said she wasn't aware that i was sad. she thought i was pregnant. this is super funny because she also thought i was a lesbian. |
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I am a born optimist, not much fazes me. When I do get down it lasts a nano second, then its back to being cheerful. Lifes too short to contemplate lifes mysteries, look around you. There are people who have so much to feel sorry about and yet they dont. Why is that? Because they have a purpose - whether it be figuring out how to navigate lifes highways in a wheelchair or how to eat with no hands. They survive, most of us dont know the meaning of life. Go take a walk and look at the people around you, it sure puts your own life in perspective. |
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hear me? my name is patrick, the "rick" is not there for decoration, its not silent like half the french alphabet.....its american, and its all there....P.A.T. R.fucking I friggin C.fracking K thank you eat a dick |
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also my cousin seems to be under the impression that my name is mindy. it's not. i don't have the heart to correct her. i just smile and nod. |
Of course, I'm still annoyed at more than a few people/things. Anyone have any ideas for a very "different" date on a friday night? (I need to really make up for a bad boo-boo, and I just feel like doing something fun and totally odd.) |
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Too bad I kinda didn't get to do anything tonight. Still...I'll keep that suggestion in mind...hehe |