i am sick. i am cold and i just got off work. i have a headache. i got new shoes for my birthday and they are way too big. my grandpa's 90th birthday was last sunday and he couldn't remember it was his birthday. then he couldn't remember how old he is. (alzheimer's) i can't breathe. it is oregon winter which means i ride my bike home in the cold rain in the dark. my bike light fell off as soon as i got home. the new, cute, well-behaved dog in the house hates sylvie. my little sister is a born-again christian at 16 years old and she scares me. i don't get enough hugs. my mom yelled at me over the phone that i need to buy plastic cups and plates and utensils and keep them in my room so my roommates don't get their germs all over them. i lost my camera. i dislike the politics behind my job and i want to quit but if i do there's portland's unemployment rate to think of. it's the slow season and this city has the highest unemployment in the country. everyone i've talked to about playing in baNDS has suddenly decided that i'mn too young to take seriously...........
bah. my nose is running. the puppy is snoring. i feel pessimistic and humdrum.
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