This song reminds me of my mother,she won,t take my phone calls now,she told Heather I just yell at her and I don,t.I only call to see if she,s alive anyway.I,m having a bad day,I didn,t get to go to see Julian Lennon,my s/o didn,t want to drive downtown and pay for parking,even though we are going to a ball game tomorrow and thats in the same area.I was going to take my grandson to the game but Amee called me yesterday and told me she was leaving his father what timeing his first day of kindengarden.I think she,s back on meth,I can just tell.I,m crying,I,m going to get drunk and blow off the day.I got a notice to pick up a certified letter and I,m too scared.

allison. i think it's an elvis costello syndrome. my best friend and i used to go out to bars at 2 am and dance to allison. he's in new york now, im in virginia and i dont know when the next time i'll see him is. i hope soon. i miss having a friend like that. someone you can hug, cling, tell everything too and watch when the sun comes up, drunk and stoned at 5 am. i want to be young again. my aim is true.

I have a friend like that but he,s gay,you are young, pretty,and have good taste,but just try that buttermilk,put some salt in it.

Omabalasire by Prozzak (some canadian band) is going through my head right now. (Oma bala shi-rei, ei ei ei, hangon because I'm on my way.) I heard it this morning when I got up. I think it's the clean slate effect, you wake up, drowsy, put the music on, first song, it's going to be in your head all day, like it was carved in stone, and there's no way in hell you're going to be able to carve it out into some other pleasant song. Sometimes at work Sleigh ride will pop in my head, or the Sweater Song by Weezer. Why?? I can't remember what it was last night, but my boyfriend said if you sing O Canada really slowly, it'll eventually be gone. And it did, cause I can't remember it.

I like the sweater song,but I sure as hell wouldn,t want to get that putrid song Brandy stuck in my head shhesh what a good wife you would be,I hope whoever came up with that is castrated.

that stupid smashmouth song keeps getting stuck in my head too. with the shape of an l on her foreheaddd... make it stop. someone? anyone? ohgod.