Sinead O'Connor,"no man's woman"... excuse my spelling, because I am on heavy medication, and my eye lids are not the same today. Anyway, I saw this video the other day, opening up in a beautiful church, decorated for a magnificint wedding, and the bride, this stunningly radiant woman with hair just down past her sholders. She starts singing about not wanting to be married, and proceeds to yank off her veil, and run for the door. the video is kinda hard to explain from then on, but the close-ups of her face told me it was her before she tore off the wig to reveal her bristly little hairs sticking off of her head. I enjoyed the independant feel of the song, and remembering how much "Nothing Compares to You" makes me cry, I could not help but hum along. I found myself in tears while realizing that she was happy with being "no man's woman", and I am totaly lonely, and miserable with out one, and I don't even know why this is. It is not that she doesn't want one, or need one, or like one, it is just that she is happier with out one.I found myself huming it all day, and all night, and it helped me move through my single life-style. So now, to all you people who are single, and loving it, I hate you for being happy, I know this is wrong, but it is true.
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