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By pez on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 04:03 am:

    please. i want serious mental abuse.

    i want to be angry.

    i want to rip off heads.

    naivete is not something to be admired, folks.

    my name is....... rebound woman.

    and no he didn't sleep with her, but if he did i could feel better about being angry.

    dammit. i feel a tad bit used.

    and i'll never feel the same about writing again.

By TBone on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 10:27 am:

    Sounds like you already got it.

    What happened? You need us to Hit someone?

By pez on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 11:58 am:

    not really.

    i should have seen it coming.

    basically, the guy i thought i was seeing had a different impression of it all.

    the introductions. "this is my friend pez" how he stopped answering his messages afer a few days of my grounding.

    i always thought that physical affection = relationship. so my pride's hurt. especially now that he wants to act as sortof an older brother figure.

    no, i'd rather have time reversed. but that'd be harder.

By Hal on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 12:02 pm:

    He's playing both sides of the field darling, and you know it. Remeber she's not his "houseguest."

    I think TBone is rigth in this matter however, give us aname and it will be taken care of.

By pez on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 12:18 pm:

    no, hal, he's not.

    i'm glad he and i didn't have sex, though. because i don't really have a good reason yet.

    i'm not in love.

    i have no intentin of having a kid at the moment.

    and it would prolly mess with my head even more.

    what it is is that he's not over her enough. but why should i trust a person who'd played with my head like that?

By patrick on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 12:20 pm:

    you think he intentionally played with your head?

    most likely he didn't realize he was playing with your head, and just being selfish, and a dick.

By Antigone on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 12:25 pm:

    Ah, you shouldn't trust people who play with your head, whether intentional or not.

By pez on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 12:26 pm:

    i think all three. but the thing is, he's my editor!

    how will i write for that site again and not have feelings connected to it?
    will it reduce my rants and raves to a bunch of overemotional crap?

By patrick on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 12:29 pm:

    its ONE site. forget it. the site has nothing to do with what you write.

By pez on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 12:31 pm:

    that's true.

    i guess i'm just obsessing too much.

By Hal on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 12:40 pm:


By J on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 01:50 pm:

    Don't EVER get involved with people you work with.

By agatha on Thursday, August 9, 2001 - 08:42 pm:

    go to the fray.

    you write there.

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