Did the most idiotic thing I can think of at the moment. Or maybe I just didn't think. Still in shock. Sonofabitch. I can't stand not knowing how this is going to turn out. I think I'll go crawl into a hole and hopefully forget how the rest of the world turns.
I willingly made a self destructive choice for the sake of a few hours of pleasure. It doesn't really matter what. I just can't believe I was stupid enough to walk into a bad decision with eyes both wide open and laughing the whole time.
Alright. I had glorious amounts of sex and sleeping, then pissed away what little time I had after, so I did not study for a mid term that kicked my ass this morning. I now need to ace all following tests so that I won't fail the damn class.