How about, "do I love myself?" Do you love me?: How about, "do I love myself?"

By Pink on Friday, September 10, 1999 - 02:27 pm:

    Right now, no, I don't love myself.

    It's because she's gone away. Back to school. And I am left to go a tad bit insane. We never had a complete relationship. One that was just her and me. She always felt guilty about the X fiance she left behind when we started our own thing. That doesn't make for a promising future.

    Most of our battles have been about the X. There are too many facts to shove down your throats. Too many ill feelings to express to you. Too much going on that's not in my favor,...because of the X. I still wish the SOB would die in a car crash. Then and only then she could concentrate on me.

    Do I believe in love?


    Do I really want to believe in love?


    Is it possible that love is surrounding me?

    I can't say.

    Is it better to love someone first or love yourself first?

    Only you can answer that.

By Fetidbeaver on Friday, September 10, 1999 - 06:32 pm:

    MALCOM X ?

By Gee on Saturday, September 11, 1999 - 02:22 am:

    Fet - hush.

    Pink - is she going to be coming back to you? Maybe if she felt so guilty about her ex, it was a mistake for you guys to try and start something up so soon. If she has a little time to get over her ex (I don't know the situation with them, but if she feels guilty, it sounds like there's something there to get over) she'll be able to come back to you with a clear mind and start over.

    Or is she not going to be coming back?

By J on Saturday, September 11, 1999 - 02:43 am:

    That,s what I was thinking,is she still seeing her X?

By Pink on Sunday, September 12, 1999 - 08:54 am:

    Her X moved out over a year ago. But she feels compelled to have him over for the holidays with her family. She denies it, saying she doesn't know who invites him over.

    I have been with her for a year and a half now and never been to a family function or on a holiday with her.

By Cyst on Sunday, September 12, 1999 - 01:04 pm:

    dump her.

By Agatha on Sunday, September 12, 1999 - 01:16 pm:

    i agree. but then, nobody ever listens to good advice.

By Lawanda on Sunday, September 12, 1999 - 05:36 pm:

    Ack! Lose her. That's three. I bet she still sleeps with him too.

By Fetidbeaver_in_an_asshole_mood on Sunday, September 12, 1999 - 09:31 pm:

    Grudge fuck her, then dump her!

By Pink on Sunday, September 12, 1999 - 10:31 pm:

    Well, I haven't talked to her for over a week. I may be on the road to 'the end'.

    Pray for me...

By Cyst on Monday, September 13, 1999 - 12:07 am:

    don't waste god's time with this one. or yours, either. she clearly isn't a keeper.

By J on Monday, September 13, 1999 - 12:32 am:

    God helps those that help themselves,God wants you to dump her,he even told me,I,m pretty tight with Jesus too,he wants you to too.Jesus even winks at me,he,s made some pretty lewd comments,something about coming over some night with a bottle of wine and showing me some tricks with fish and bread.I,m gonna tell his Dad!!!

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