yeah, i am kinda weird... Sex: yeah, i am kinda weird...

Kymical on Wednesday, March 29, 2000 - 08:44 pm:

    so here i am around people i have known for a long time (most of my life)
    and i haven't seen them since before the new york fiasco.

    something happened to me in New York. i was sexually liberated. i am not sure if that is really the right word for it, but that is what it seems like has happened.
    i realized and accepted that i am a submissive female. and that i am clinically, totally, unbelivably in love with sex.
    now all of my friends here don't know about this strange fetish i have it seems.
    that is kinda weird.
    i don't realy think i am abnormal, but i think i have changed slightly. not really boy crazy anymore, just interested in a guy dominating me.
    no one here really has been exposed to that i find.
    so what to do?

    i want to go to a make out party, i don't really want to have sex, i want to be tempted with it and i want to beg for it.

    i think i am losing my inspiration from gainng this enlightenment.
    is that to be the trade off?

By J on Friday, March 31, 2000 - 03:15 pm:

    Just go to some kinky board and tell them what you told us,I think you,ll score

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