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and i haven't seen them since before the new york fiasco.
something happened to me in New York. i was sexually liberated. i am not sure if that is really the right word for it, but that is what it seems like has happened.
i realized and accepted that i am a submissive female. and that i am clinically, totally, unbelivably in love with sex.
now all of my friends here don't know about this strange fetish i have it seems.
that is kinda weird.
i don't realy think i am abnormal, but i think i have changed slightly. not really boy crazy anymore, just interested in a guy dominating me.
no one here really has been exposed to that i find.
so what to do?
i want to go to a make out party, i don't really want to have sex, i want to be tempted with it and i want to beg for it.
i think i am losing my inspiration from gainng this enlightenment.
is that to be the trade off?