The pain to go away!!! What do you want?: The pain to go away!!!

By The Watcher on Monday, February 24, 2014 - 05:40 am:

    I'll add more to this later.

By Pepper on Monday, February 24, 2014 - 08:17 pm:

    I hope you will get well.

By The Watcher on Thursday, March 6, 2014 - 05:27 am:

    My depression is worsening. I'm very worried about my wife.

    She went for an MRI and ultra sound. Her shoulders were to wide for the MRI. And, the Ultra Sound wasn't successful either.

    The Ultra Sound technician used two words I did not want to hear "Kidney Disease".

    They had to reschedule her retest because it was made to the wrong testing facility. They didn't have the right equipment there.

    Now we have to wait until Monday. Then see the doctor on Tuesday.

By Pepper on Thursday, March 6, 2014 - 09:48 am:

    I am sorry to hear about it. I hated it when things going downhill. Definity sucks.

By The Watcher on Wednesday, March 12, 2014 - 04:22 am:

    It's been a long and trying day.

    My wife and I went to her Gyn Oncologist today. He had the results of her Ultra Sound and MRI. Again he said he really could not make a diagnosis. He told us all the options none of them good. All but waiting and watching ended with the possibility of death.

    Like I said none of them were very pleasant.

    We are waiting for a second opinion from the other doctors in the practice. But, I expect the same results.

    This is no fun at all.

    I think I'll go watch some porn and go to bed.

By The Watcher on Sunday, March 16, 2014 - 05:53 am:

    Where is everybody?

By Pepper on Sunday, March 16, 2014 - 04:05 pm:

    Hi The Watcher, I am sorry, I have been busy lately, full and part time jobs, and attending the class. So, what's up?

    I am sorry to hear about the pain that you have been enduring and I wish the pain can goes away. If your wife's doctor couldn't find any diagnosis, it is either your doctor are not telling or couldn't pinpoint the problems. I wish your wife health better!

    I have my projects that needed to be done by Thursday.

    I haven't had a migraine headache last year, except very mild one. I am trying to pinpoint it on how to avoid it. Haven't had any this year.

    It is not likely that I will be visiting Ukraine this summer due to the facts that Mr.Putin being a pig and a hog for grabbing one's country.

By The Watcher on Tuesday, March 18, 2014 - 03:29 am:

    My wife has a doctor's appointment this afternoon with a kidney specialist.

    On Friday she has to go back to the hospital to have her kidney tube replaced, again. There was a slight problem with the one they put in last week and it split. So back she goes this Friday.

By The Watcher on Tuesday, April 15, 2014 - 07:09 am:

    I am still worried about my wife. The Gyn wants to do a needle biopsy to see if she has cancer of the uterus.
    They couldn't get a D & C done or an ultra sound because she is so big in that area. And, the MRI didn't show much either.

    The Nephrologist couldn't find a medical reason for her elevated levels of whatever they check for kidney function. So it will be back to the urologist for more testing.

By The Watcher on Saturday, April 19, 2014 - 04:49 am:

    I had a very disturbing experience today. I ran into an old classmate. I hadn't seen them in years. And, today I found out they had been homeless for years. And, still are.

By The Watcher on Monday, May 5, 2014 - 06:49 am:

    I have managed to get some of my High School classmates to contribute some funds to help me assist my friend.

    So far I have managed to get this classmate and their child some phone cards and one track phone. And, also two rain suits.

    Both can now stay dry. Especially when they can not get into a shelter. They can also look for work. You will never know if the job you applied for came through if the employer can not contact you.

By Pepper on Tuesday, May 6, 2014 - 12:08 pm:

    Life sucks sometimes.
    I was thinking about quitting my full time job and go on with the part times job. I needs more time to relax and pursue few more of my college courses.....
    Last night, the job was "fubar". Some ass messed up the job work. So.... The shit already hit the fan.

By The Watcher on Thursday, May 8, 2014 - 06:10 am:

    I had a bad day. One of the members of my support group finally contacted me today. I was going to rush them to the hospital. But, they talked me out of it when I was halfway to their place.

    They were in bad shape. They had literally locked themselves in their place. And, just curled up in bed for about three weeks. The night before I had threatened to have the police do a wellness check on them if they didn't return my phone call. That must have worked.

    Hopefully they will show up at this weeks meeting. I intend to be a pest for the rest of the week. Checking to make sure they don't do anything stupid.

    I really do not want any suicides on my watch. That is one of the reasons we attend the meetings.

By Pepper on Thursday, May 8, 2014 - 08:11 pm:

    Tell them to find a hobby! It will diverse their mind. Find something to do. Buy a Helicopter with mini camera, so they can review their aerial flight, or something to do to distract the negative things on their mind. Maybe a few courses at community college, or perhaps, built a cabin. This ought to help them.

By The Watcher on Tuesday, March 3, 2015 - 01:18 am:

    I'll ask my previous question again.

    Where is everybody?

    We seem to be dwindling down to the precious few here in Sorabjiland.

By droopy on Tuesday, March 3, 2015 - 01:59 am:

    few, and perhaps not all that precious.

By The Watcher on Friday, May 1, 2015 - 07:02 am:

    Oh to true.

By The Watcher on Friday, October 23, 2015 - 02:32 am:

    I'm sorry I haven't posted for months.

    Sorabjiland is a sort of refuge for me.

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