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By patrick on Thursday, October 5, 2000 - 07:21 pm:

    im heavy, bricks tied to the ankles, walking slugnut.

    i've so much to consider, so much to absorb.

    tank reads f, no topping off please

    i'm stressed, but the difficult part is revealing the source.

    the harder i try the more cloudy and murky the water gets

    there is so much i can't tell you

    there is too much to reveal

    this day has seemed to be one of the most complex for reasons known and unknown

    last night, i fell asleep in the chair, watching "Norman Mailer on Norman Mailer" a kick ass PBS documentary...his voice so relaxing, even wghen talking about Nixon and Regan. i understood it all, asleep or not. My head fell back in the most awkward position...the cat, the young one, daddy's girl, fell asleep on my chest, embraced by my arm's curl. One paw extended around the side of my chest, claws gripping slightly.

    she said i looked sexy

    i sharply interrupted "with my mouth open and all slobbery?!?"

    she said , "no, you only made the noise of passionate sleep, your mouth was closed and you weren't droooling. sexy and humble, protecting the ones you love even when unconscious"

    she came to wake me and carry me to bed. Sometimes in an infantile mood, i play possum, to have the comfort of your loved one whispering in your ear "come on baby, stand up, lets go to the bed, come on honey, lets go...let me take you to bed sleepy puss"

    I awoke at 3am, to my other cat "meow...meow...meow...meow" but it was a distressing meow, not one wanting food or water, but one alerting of trouble. With out a thought i ran to her only to find her asleep, when i awoke, and craddled her, she purred louder than i have ever heard her purr before. once again, daddy comes to the rescue.

    its been a humbling day.

    it's also been exactly 4 years since i exchanged vows with a hottie red head.

By Nate on Thursday, October 5, 2000 - 07:42 pm:

    congratulations patrick. certianly an accomplisment in this day and age.

By patrick on Thursday, October 5, 2000 - 07:52 pm:


    i just wanna go home and listen to my luna cds by myself.....thats so wrong, but true.

    i feel like i've been hit with an epiphany, im just not sure what the hell it is.....

By Kalli on Friday, October 6, 2000 - 12:54 am:

    if i ever get married, i'm gonna make sure i find someone who buys me lots of presents.

    it's all about the presents.

    congrats babycakes. hope the night went well.

By heather on Friday, October 6, 2000 - 02:15 am:


    things are better than since i was last around i hope and presume.....

    hello by the way

By semillama on Friday, October 6, 2000 - 08:41 am:

    Congrats Patrick.

    Why not let your wife know how much you care with some Astroglide?

By patrick on Friday, October 6, 2000 - 11:44 am:

    hey heather, where ya been....

    well, yes heather, i suppose they are, i think....

    we made a fort, ordered out, watched movies and had super booty....

    astro glide no good, but i get the idea

By sarah on Friday, October 6, 2000 - 08:02 pm:


By Gee on Tuesday, October 17, 2000 - 12:57 pm:

    astroglide rocks!

    happy four years, patty. I suddenly felt possessed to call you Patty. don't yell at me, I won't do it again. (maybe)

By Isolde on Tuesday, October 17, 2000 - 01:02 pm:

    Astroglide goodness.
    And happy four years.

By patrick on Tuesday, October 17, 2000 - 01:36 pm:

    stuff iritates,

    i like das naturel goodness....

    you do the right things, all that lube shit is totally unecessary

By Isolde on Tuesday, October 17, 2000 - 03:01 pm:

    True...I'm all about natural goodness.
    But when I'm visiting the ob/gyn, I want to see some lubricatory goodness.


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