My day just started off bad during my awakening. I had such a vivid dream that it haunts me still. That's when I started drinking. (not the norm for me) So the dream goes: I'm on a subway trying to get to Shea Stadium for a concert to see bands that I dont remember. But I know that I had tickets for. The train was crowded, so I quickly snatched the only seat that was readily available. Soon after A attractive young man (had to be in his early twentys) sat next to me. In real life I had just turned 31, but in the dream I was younger too. We were so squashed in that his hand touched mt leg, and my hand touched his. I then looked at his face and it was like love/lust at first sight. Eventhogh he was normally the complete opposite of me I felt instant comfortability with this young handsom man. And I could see the same feeling with him. We looked into eachothers eyes and resisted the urges to kiss eachother on the spot. We exchanged numbers considering that he was on his way to work (he was wearing hospital scrub type uniform) and as he got off at his destination, I felt for him so deeply that I could feel it for hours after I had awaken. I started hitting the sauce after the second hour following the dream. Am I going through a young mid-life crisis? Or am I just lost in my search for "Mr.Right"? Or do I just sound lost all together?

look,jack is far more gay than you.

..like v say...jack is "the King of QUEENS,"...you dont even get close.

I'm a chic.