i dreampt that i helped to create an entire world out of paper. and then i got trapped in it with a bunch of castrati. it was like being trapped in an amusement park. everything was spinning and flashing and made of paper. the sun was paper. almost like one of those bits that they do sometimes on sesame street that i used to watch. maybe it was listening to the bloodhound gang before sleeping.

How weird. I'm gonna try to go there tonight. Meet y'all there.

I drempt about a lot of things last night. I have this quote on my wall that definently influenced my dreams--last night they were all very dark. I fell asleep to Fargo, and had to be prodded out of friend's bed to walk home. It was lame. Anyway. Yes. I got home and felt like I was in Minnesota, since it was so damn cold. I drempt about being in a cold hell where there was no devil due to a technical error, and we couldn't plea to get out, so I was stuck there. And because the devil wasn't there, there was also no way to escape, and there was nowhere other than the specific part of hell I was in, so I was sitting on this rock looking into blackness, and there was no one there, and it was very alone. It was very odd. Then I sort of half woke up to the goddamn phone ringing, pulled a pillow over my head, and drempt about being smothered.

once i dreampt about a boy with his heart removed and frozen on a train. a little girl was trying to rescue him, carrying her doll and walking into quicksand. i knew i was the little girl because i woke up holding my breath. i had that dream the night before i committed to the only boyfriend that i hope i'll never see again. how fun.

I had some fucked up dreams last night. One of them involved kicking my housemate out, and Iwoke up hoping it was not true, because she took the phone number with her. I don't know. It was nuts. Geek boy made me a pirates license yesterday. It's not done. But it's very cool thus far.