the last time i saw him was his last day of high school which was, like, forever ago. i was a few years younger so i didn't graduate until later. i'd only talked to him once, about shampoo (because his hair is the shiniest thing ever... black and really long), but that last day of high school EYE LOCK he gave me was enough to make me cry about it later... i'd NEVER see him again. and i haven't. so what am i doing now? trying to ifnd his email address. i know he went to mcgill university in montreal. when i tried an address i thought might be his and it came back MAILER DEMON or whatever, i almost cried. i didn't realize how important he was to me, i thought i was just stalking him for fun. now i know it's serious. but what would i say... "remember me? you stared at me one day for a long time at st.roberts in thornhill, remember that? and i smiled!"
maybe though. i happen to think that i actually MUST get the chance to talk to him again, just because no one so insignificant in my life has ever stuck in my head so much. siiigh.
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